The Storm


The road ahead seemed to be getting darker, even unstable as the clouds reached down onto the horizon. A brilliant bolt of lightning struck somewhere miles ahead, right in his path. The vivid image was both beautiful and startling. Small drops of rain began to appear on the windshield as the sky became miserable, ready to unleash rage on the earth below. The treetops were swaying heavily in the wind fighting to stay in place. Leaves and pine needles swept swiftly across the road. He was driving right into the giant storm. There was no way around it on that westbound backroad in south Georgia. Things were about to get rough for him.


He noticed a lone pine needle on the radio antennae. It looked as if it were clinging for dear life. The odds were certainly stacked against it with both the speed of the truck and the wind from the oncoming chaos. He spoke out loud to the dangling pine needle, “Hang in there, don’t give up.” It was only another mile or so before the pine needle released itself and flew away into the swelling gusts and increasing rain. He knew that feeling. The feeling of just letting go because it was just too much to hold on anymore. He was also familiar with the saying, “Hang in there, don’t give up.” He had heard it many times from well-meaning friends. But it doesn’t help, it doesn’t change anything. It’s just something people say when they don’t what else to say.


Off to the south the clouds were still mostly white and peaceful. The storm seemed to be only in his path. He wanted to be on a different road, somewhere that didn’t have a storm looming. But he was stuck right there in it. It was a disheartening feeling to watch the turmoil come at him and not be able to change his path. There was no way to get another road. He would have to stay on this one through the storm. He wanted to know what made him choose a road with such a spectacular and dangerous event to navigate through. He wondered if in fact he chose this road or perhaps the path he was on in life had chosen it for him. Did he have any control of his course at all? Or was he only able to suffer through it and get to the other side of the storm as best he could?


The rain began to come down in sheets. His hands gripped the steering wheel, his eyes squinted in an attempt to focus. The truck was pushed around by the daunting wind. He corrected his course and let off the accelerator. It crossed his mind that he could let go like the pine needle had done before and finish what he failed at a year ago. Surely people would know it was an accident. He wondered who would see through the façade and convenience that the storm would actually be the cause of his death instead of him letting go. None of that actually mattered because his survival instincts had kicked in and he did not want to die. But he did want to be out of the storm at most any cost. He questioned whether he could handle the intensity of this storm since previous storms almost killed him.


The rain became so heavy that he was driving 30 miles per hour below the speed limit. He considered stopping, but there was no suitable place to pull off the barren road. He was in between towns, only corn fields and livestock at that point. He could barely see in front of his truck. Then he saw the lights of a vehicle traveling in the opposite direction heading towards him. He wanted to stop and flag them down and ask how long this storm would last. The vehicles slowly passed each other without any communication or acknowledgement. Neither driver would be able to tell the other how much longer the storm would last. They had each been tossed around in the squall too long to remember when or where it started. And neither one could know when the swirling storm would end for the other.

The wind and rain made one last push to make him lose his way and give in to letting go. His knuckles were white from his hands gripping the steering wheel with all his strength as the lightning made its last effort to derail what was left of his confidence in making it through to the other side. He flinched but kept control. Then, almost as quickly as the storm appeared before him, it was now behind him. He made it.


The rain was gone. The wind had calmed. The trees now stood still. The road no longer seemed as threatening. He took a few deep breaths and began to relax. He could see sunlight between the clouds and the horizon. The storm was ending but the sun would be setting soon. He made it through just in time for the darkness set in. The joy of the storm now behind him faded quickly thinking about what the darkness can bring. This was a repeated cycle in life. Storm, darkness, storm, darkness.  He hoped he had enough strength left in him to survive the darkness as he did the storm. But he was exhausted. He just wanted to rest. But when?  Will he ever truly rest?

David E. George, 2016.

27 thoughts on “The Storm

  1. I truly love this post/story. The imagery is so intense and the storyline sucks you in until you feel that you’re driving through the storm with him. I felt it all, on so many levels. It spoke to me, I understand the feeling. People mean well but it doesn’t change anything. Keep writing.

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  2. The majestic oak is looked at, as being tall, grandiose in stature and strong. However when the storm winds blow, it snaps and breaks easily in the wind. However the delicate Willow is flexible. It will bend & bow to the storm. It’s ability to adjust, is it strength! It doesn’t fight the storm, it embraces it and uses it to strengthen itself. We do not have to be an oak, we can choose to live the life of the willow. There is no rest in nature, for nature has learned to adapt, and therefore survive and thrive. That’s all the guru I have for today. Nameste’

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  3. Yep — been there. What I call “my secret to the universe: try one more time than you fail or give up.”

    Last year I got back from a conference that is mostly for activists and academics. I’m neither. I was sure I could rewrite the memoir the “right” (i.e., academically or literary-style). Absolutely — no problem, except I couldn’t.

    The high I’d been on had a corresponding low. Felt like all the old crap: that I was stupid, my family/friends were ashamed of me, yada, yada.

    Closest I’ve come to suicide in many years.

    I’ve learned to say: “Maybe tomorrow won’t be so bad — I should wait and see.” and that is usually all I can manage. My shrink was on vaca and my husband had no clue how bad it was. Then I made myself go to therapy and talk to the woman. What she said was: “I’m so glad you’re not impulsive!” because she absolutely got how bad it was.

    I had dinner with my brother 3 times in those two weeks, which certainly made it all much, much worse. We get along, but he was the family “wunderkund,” the genius child that none of the rest of us could measure up to. If you go back and look at the blogs around July 2015 you’ll see me trying to work through this (see July 19, 2015 and later, esp. hiring a writer and chump, not change). I’ve learned that skating, that is not doing anything because tomorrow just might be better, is a really valuable tool.

    I started thinking about the “no one will know it was an accident” thing about 50 or more years ago, 1,000s of times by now, probably. What keeps me waiting are two things: revenge against the horrible woman who did this to me and these days the fact that in the long run, it did get better.

    It’s different than it was, yes. I got married at 18, divorced at 20. Became a born again in between there, got engaged to someone I intended to marry as soon as my divorce was final. That relationship fell apart. It gets weirder and messier, but. . . I’m incredibly glad I didn’t stay married to my first husband. Incredibly grateful that my relationship with my fiance fell apart. Joyously grateful that my dad asked me to check myself into a mental hospital — and I got scared straight.

    None of that went the way it was “supposed” to. All of it, in the intervening years have been shown to me to be bad judgments on my part. I would have been miserable if I’d stayed married. Been miserable if I’d married the 2nd guy. And I needed the jolt of the hospital to scare me into paying attention to what I thought and felt, because up until then I really believed everyone else knew more about me/what was good for me than I did. (An attitude which will make you crazy all by itself.)

    Since then, I’ve managed to make myself wait and see. It isn’t always easy. It wasn’t last July. Between my therapist and husband and myself and the editor I hired, I found that what I’d done was take in the abuse as “fact” again — I had to be an academic to be acceptable. i had to be an intellectual. I had to conform to the family mold, or I was stupid and a social pariah.

    Nope, what it meant was that I was brainwashed that way. I forgot it was brainwashing and fell for it, again, for a little while. But I’m just fine — unintellectual, unacademic, not an activist. In July, 2015 I was convinced i was wasting oxygen.Now, I know I deserve all the goodies life has to offer me still, and intend to grab them with both hands. I’m tired, but I won.

    The storm always ends eventually.


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  4. Then there are times like I am currently going through, where the storm rages for months on end. No end in sight, struggling through. Perfect words for my current situation! Thanks for expressing it so well!

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